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well, it's late nite n early morning right now.. just now, my housemates n i celebrated my bday.. my 18th bday. it jus a simple celebration.. aiyaa.. i wish i cud celebrate my 18th bday with more joy n fun2 kind of thing la kan.. but u noe wat, i really didn't expect mu housemates will make a surprise party 4 me..
it just that, we all just knew each other less than a month.. they are all so kind though.. love em all!!
it's good to have them celebrate my bday rather than celebrate it alone.. huiss..
im happy, i am.. but kinda sad la..
dunnoe y, mayb tiz is the first bday i celebrte without my close friend and my family..
if i am at sibu right now, probably i am celebrating my bday with my family, n im sure my beloved aunt will bring me somewhere--TB, i guess.. haha!!
hmm, then my POCK havent wish me la.. aiya, it's already an hour pass midnight lar..
the O only did wish me bday wishes..
hey O, where's my present dude!!
post it using POST LAjU arr.
must laju arr..
owh..
ya, i havent finish my homework, i was on my 'journey' doing my homework just now, then my housemates, kana n shalini came and brought cake and they sang that song... haiyaa.. malu la me diaorang done like that.. haha
haiyayaii.. really miss my PoCK team la when they done such thing..
hey POCK, y dun u all come here n make a surprise party 4 me!! haiyaa la u all.. haha
nama ja POCK.. huiss.. kasian me laa..
ok la.. panjang dah..
i want to cntinue doing my phys hmworkk.. love jackie chan.. hihihi..
--got a bad marks on my phys quiz lar--
al of my housemates sleep oredi.. hihi..
kasian them..
last but not least, thx 4 all who had wished me the bday wishes..
espeacially to all of my housematess. nite ya...

he SAID, she SAID

she can't read it
she's trying to find the way out
but she stil trapped inside

he said,
"i thought you can change the way i am--egois,proud.
unfortunately, you don't.
all people are the same.
you just don't get it.
so, just for--get it."

she said,
"i want you."
"i want you to prove that you are different from the other."


he said,
"take me away, just you and me."--i like this sentence. aww...-

she's speechless when he said,
"you talk nonsense."

she keeps thinking, what should she do?
guess, she is not good in this stuff
guess, this is the reason why the other he left her
she keeps thinking, what she should do?

0941hours
1st May 2009

..readers' corner..
this is the first time i create a post in the morning.
at first it feels odd. people move everywhere, while i'm sitting here,
in front of my notebook, typing these.. huhu!
anyway, about this post, i pity that girl. kasian ba..
she asked him what she should do, he didn't answer.
what if she goes away and find a new 'he'. aisey!
kan melepas that he--refers to person i wrote here, in this post
or maybe a new 'he' will finds her, or take her away.. aisey!--i hope so!! xp
about the sentence, "take me away, just you and me",
i like this sentence! huhu! it's the same as rainie yang's song lyric--tai wo chao which means take me away.
and avril lavigne's song too! haha!

gawai kitai!!

im now in CC at Mukah..
ya3..
ba Mukah meh ku tok..
Nda sabar ku ka pulai k Sibu..
ka rerigau sebelah pasar diak..
ngirup ai teh C peng, Green Tea ngau kekaban..
makai bakso n rojak ba kdai CT NURALIJAA ba seberai esplanade diak..
adehh.. baru jak ari 5 ari nyak aku sampai OYA..

ya3..
i LOVE OYA meh,
tapi munyi tai ajar cikgu aku,
hujan emas di menua orang, hujan batu ba menua kediri, nyamai gik gak menua kediri..

tapi kan, diatu dah ka masuk pertengah bulan 5,
nda lama dak gak gawai..
dah la cuti laun mat start--baka ke aku agik skulaa
tapi bena ba, ti cuti laun setat laun gak kami nurun k kampung
laun gak la kami pulai mudik k sibu
nda uluh aku ngabang2 ngau bala kehakk sibu.. haha--yg oenting aku yeL ukai kehakk..

ndai asai ka nyambut gawai..
ti maya mit suba, gawai nyak maksud ia , bc mayuh pekit maya ba rumah panjai..
mda uhang tuai ngansar k kaki ba ruai..
mda uhang tuai ngirup2, bertaban lari ba ruai..
diatu, things are not the same..
ndai gik berpekit..
ndai rancak uhang tuai ngansar k kaki..
sejak peristiwa nyakk....-adalah, sedih jak ka mention..

dah la mimit gik urang pulai kampung..
ti mayuh pun ukai ku ngelala urang.. haha
orang sibu la kununn--ukai urang ngungun.. haha

nda sabar ka ke sibu..
ka begulai ngau bala kaban belayan
x lama nda bala kaban belayan nurun sekula ba menua bukai gak..
aku tok mpai nemu kini penuju..
ngarap ke aku bulih ba kuching--maktab
ti nda, sigik terengkah ba pulau pinang meh ku--mak i...
ma meh perintah ngai nganjung ku jauh gik, ke menua thailang karr.. alang2!!
kitai ka semak, diberi ia ngejauh2nyak!!
gaga ku ba menua urang ko ya!
ne..
malu ya..
nda mu malu..
sedey ehh..
ngarap k ulih mai diri maya ba menua urang..
ngarap k aku bulih ba maktab meh..
barang sapa k maca tai ditaip ku tok, ang nda besampi k aku bulih maktab..
anang gak kitak besampi ngambik ku nda bulih..
igak gak nda kasih k aku.. hahahaah!!
nyak jak meh sesi iban 'remix' tok.. haha
tusah anak iban nda fluent in iban.. ka fluent in english jak..
bm pun kucar kacir.. haha
semua language ku kucar kacir magang..
sigik nda minat sastera ari suba ku..
ka ya sastera iban, eng, bm, cina..
semua i don't like.. haha
sebedau aku ka ngabis k lica ku k nda nemu abis tok,
aku ka meri besai terima kasih ngagai kitak k nda mu lelak maca tai ditulis aku..
haha!
love,
-yeL.09-