he SAID, she SAID

she can't read it
she's trying to find the way out
but she stil trapped inside

he said,
"i thought you can change the way i am--egois,proud.
unfortunately, you don't.
all people are the same.
you just don't get it.
so, just for--get it."

she said,
"i want you."
"i want you to prove that you are different from the other."


he said,
"take me away, just you and me."--i like this sentence. aww...-

she's speechless when he said,
"you talk nonsense."

she keeps thinking, what should she do?
guess, she is not good in this stuff
guess, this is the reason why the other he left her
she keeps thinking, what she should do?

0941hours
1st May 2009

..readers' corner..
this is the first time i create a post in the morning.
at first it feels odd. people move everywhere, while i'm sitting here,
in front of my notebook, typing these.. huhu!
anyway, about this post, i pity that girl. kasian ba..
she asked him what she should do, he didn't answer.
what if she goes away and find a new 'he'. aisey!
kan melepas that he--refers to person i wrote here, in this post
or maybe a new 'he' will finds her, or take her away.. aisey!--i hope so!! xp
about the sentence, "take me away, just you and me",
i like this sentence! huhu! it's the same as rainie yang's song lyric--tai wo chao which means take me away.
and avril lavigne's song too! haha!

F.R.A.G.I.L.E.

another glass broken
i just don't get it, it had written clearly--FRAGILE--
why don't he handled it with care..
he said, it's too heavy, he can't stand it.
he prefers things made in plastic now..
it's lighter than glass. it can't be broke easily,
cheaper, affordable by everyone..
did u know that once the glass is broken,
it will forever broken..

and now u leave all the pieces for me..
hands bleed, blood flows when i'm trying to pick up the pieces..
it's useless, u didn't notice it.
my hands, not yours,
it's me who feel the pain, not u..
plenty of reasonable excuses for u not to care..
hey, it's u who broke the glass..
it's u who had the glass..
if u didn't want to take the responsibility, why did u use the glass..
why don't u let the glass on the safe place--in the cupboard,perhaps
by that, the glass won't break..
and it can be used by other who will handle it with care..

but then, I've realize that u will never care..
u not even there!
u continue leaving the kitchen and take the plastics cup with you..
u said, breaking the glass is not a big matter,
u said, it was the glass itself too slippery that it fell from your hands..

I've cried, MOURNED for the broken glass..
after a moment, im tired of crying and doing nothing..
if i let the broken glass left on the floor,
it may hurt others--i thought..
so, i take a pair of gloves and pick up the pieces..
i realize, NOTHING'S BLEED, NO BLOOD, NO PAIN..
i let u take the plastic cup with u..
i don't even mind bout the broken glass anymore..
but i can't lie that, the cupboard is empty without the glass..
I've made my mind, I'll find another glass, maybe better than the broken glass..
so it can't be easily broken by the other 'he'..


13RD APRIL 2009
11:46PM

No More

yesterday,
i thought of you
O ur smile, O ur voice..
it's been a time i didn't see ur face
i've sent a text to u,
hoping u'll reply it..

my phone rang, and ur picture appeared on
the screen
click it,read it,crying..

it's written
" i love her, not u anymore.
i won't leave her, it's just not me..
let us be friends, just a close friends..
cause i love her"

yesterday,
i laid on my bed,
thunder, raining outside
recalled things that we've been through
a voice in my head asking..
will u love me again?
do u remember the memories we had together?
so i take my phone
white, our favourite..

my phone rang, ur picture appeared on
the screen
click it, read it, crying..
it's written..
"no, no, no..
u can keep those for ur memories,
or just throw it away
far from you..
i won't coming back to you"

crying..dying..
laughing...
when i realized, nothing broken..
i deleted the message and get some sleep

today,
when i woke up, i see a shiny sun,
sweets are falling from the sky..
sweets are falling from the sky
no rain anymore..

13april2009
11:55pm