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well, it's late nite n early morning right now.. just now, my housemates n i celebrated my bday.. my 18th bday. it jus a simple celebration.. aiyaa.. i wish i cud celebrate my 18th bday with more joy n fun2 kind of thing la kan.. but u noe wat, i really didn't expect mu housemates will make a surprise party 4 me..
it just that, we all just knew each other less than a month.. they are all so kind though.. love em all!!
it's good to have them celebrate my bday rather than celebrate it alone.. huiss..
im happy, i am.. but kinda sad la..
dunnoe y, mayb tiz is the first bday i celebrte without my close friend and my family..
if i am at sibu right now, probably i am celebrating my bday with my family, n im sure my beloved aunt will bring me somewhere--TB, i guess.. haha!!
hmm, then my POCK havent wish me la.. aiya, it's already an hour pass midnight lar..
the O only did wish me bday wishes..
hey O, where's my present dude!!
post it using POST LAjU arr.
must laju arr..
owh..
ya, i havent finish my homework, i was on my 'journey' doing my homework just now, then my housemates, kana n shalini came and brought cake and they sang that song... haiyaa.. malu la me diaorang done like that.. haha
haiyayaii.. really miss my PoCK team la when they done such thing..
hey POCK, y dun u all come here n make a surprise party 4 me!! haiyaa la u all.. haha
nama ja POCK.. huiss.. kasian me laa..
ok la.. panjang dah..
i want to cntinue doing my phys hmworkk.. love jackie chan.. hihihi..
--got a bad marks on my phys quiz lar--
al of my housemates sleep oredi.. hihi..
kasian them..
last but not least, thx 4 all who had wished me the bday wishes..
espeacially to all of my housematess. nite ya...

LosT n founD

haha!
cant help laughing n thinking of the things we did to my bf-bezfren- on the 6th may. haha.
i was too happy that all of the stuffs that haunt me seems to fade away..
dunno..
kali, taken by the laughter, or flow with the air 'in' LAKEPERMAI laz day. haha.
since that day, i found myself back!
i thought all this while i was pretending to be happy, though i was broken--to pieces.
on that 6th May--the best day i had ever went through this year, i found myself didn't pretending to be happy, silly, karezi..
i was n am HAPPY, SILLY, CRAZIE!

yah!! im back..
ceh,-kini la aku ngelama tok- haha!
and i love my p.o.c.k. team!! haha
a lot!!
not a parking lot yah!

then i realized that finding a parking lot for my 'car' is not that important.
it's okay to park my car everywhere..
it's okay to ignore the 'red color' flashing from that tall black n yellow thing.
it's okay to go through that double line on the road..
it's okay to not to stick that big letter on the car's screen--big P letter
after all, who would care?
it's me who breaking the rules,
it's me who feels the excitement..
and..
it's me who will face the music!

so....
i've decided not to be too careful
too careful will hurt me so mush
cause i laf me sow mush
let the glass breaks..
let the water splashes..
let the building corrupts..
let it be..
let me be..
i found myself back!

the one who will laugh when i like to
the one who never afraid to hurt others--literally
the one who cry when i feel pain, eventhough thousand of people watching me--no more numbness inside me..
no more..

SWEET SWEETS

*there are some meaning or story behind this post.
frens, it's not about the moon--u noe, "moon"
or should i say it "month"
in bm moon n month are the same right..
dude, im not creating this blog just to write about the moon.
this is a story of things that had happened to me recently..
try to figure out the meaning..
hihi! don't forget to leave ur opinions*
love,
-yeL.09-

that day,
when the sweets were falling from the sky,
they kept fell
too many like a rainy day
didn't stop..

after a while,
the ground was full with the sweets..
gosh! I'm doom
too much sweets are not good for health
especially, teeth!

my room are full with those sweets
they won't stop falling
i almost drown
try to gasp for air
but it's hard
too hard to breathe--s.o.s.

i've regret wished for this 'sweet-sweets'
i've made my mind
i have to let go
i need some space to breathe
i must not being selfish

so i opened the door
took a bag of plastic bags
i packed the sweet-sweets in each plastic bags
but i left some for myself
though i prefer chocolate than sweets

i drove myself to the nearest playground
using my car--white in colour
the sweets were distributed among the children
they are so happy
each one has one plastic bag of sweets

here in my room again
i feel free
free to move
free to breathe
no more gasping for air

hope the kids are happy
hope the sweets won't harm the kids
hope the sky won't rain
hope the sweets won't fall too many in a same time
hope you will happy to be back together with her

16th APRIL 2009
12:12AM
yeL.09