haha!
cant help laughing n thinking of the things we did to my bf-bezfren- on the 6th may. haha.
i was too happy that all of the stuffs that haunt me seems to fade away..
dunno..
kali, taken by the laughter, or flow with the air 'in' LAKEPERMAI laz day. haha.
since that day, i found myself back!
i thought all this while i was pretending to be happy, though i was broken--to pieces.
on that 6th May--the best day i had ever went through this year, i found myself didn't pretending to be happy, silly, karezi..
i was n am HAPPY, SILLY, CRAZIE!
yah!! im back..
ceh,-kini la aku ngelama tok- haha!
and i love my p.o.c.k. team!! haha
a lot!!
not a parking lot yah!
then i realized that finding a parking lot for my 'car' is not that important.
it's okay to park my car everywhere..
it's okay to ignore the 'red color' flashing from that tall black n yellow thing.
it's okay to go through that double line on the road..
it's okay to not to stick that big letter on the car's screen--big P letter
after all, who would care?
it's me who breaking the rules,
it's me who feels the excitement..
and..
it's me who will face the music!
so....
i've decided not to be too careful
too careful will hurt me so mush
cause i laf me sow mush
let the glass breaks..
let the water splashes..
let the building corrupts..
let it be..
let me be..
i found myself back!
the one who will laugh when i like to
the one who never afraid to hurt others--literally
the one who cry when i feel pain, eventhough thousand of people watching me--no more numbness inside me..
no more..
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